I wish I could say that my b-day gift makes me the happiest person on earth but truth be told I am too hurt to let it go. I am too tired if finding out that people are not who they present themselves to be. Too old to play these games. My soul weighs so much I can barely enjoy this wonderful country. one hour at a time, I try to put this behind me and yet I find I am not strong enough. No pictures today, my friends, for I have no smile to share.